lover - cruel summer

“i'm drunk in the back of the car
and i cried like a baby coming home from the bar (oh)
said, "I'm fine, " but it wasn't true
i don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you
and i snuck in through the garden gate
every night that summer just to seal my fate (oh)
and i screamed for whatever it's worth
‘i love you,’ ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?“

- taylor swift, “cruel summer,” lover